Ok. SO on another note, I think I'm being slightly unrealistic with myself. Clearly I have trouble with controlling my binges and I thinkkk that part of that has to do with throwing myself into fasts after binging. SO I'm going to be more realistic and do under 400 cal. days and then fasts once I go without binging for a week! I know this is a lot weaker than other anas, but I know I can set goals to impress other people. I have to do what I know I can do, and that should let me be stronger overall rather than setting 'impressive' goals and then failing completely. So today I have eaten soup and I ate half of a cookie…boo. But I'm currently at 200 so I'm going to not eat until I get home from work late tonight and hopefully I will not eat then, but if I need to I can eat some chicken broth or soup again, maybe an apple or (better yet) pickles (my new obsession!) if I feel a binge coming on!!!
Love yall!
-A
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