I let go.
I stopped restricting. The Mia side of me stayed this summer though, with an emphasis on the binging. Disgusting.
I'm disgusting.
I gained 10 pounds this summer.
10.
I let go and now I have to make it better, and this time I have to get a lower weight than ever before. I refuse to let myself stay this fat. I restricted today, keeping below 300 calories. Tomorrow is going to have a 100 calorie limit…so that may include some eggs and some water-dense fruits or veggies. I need to run, but damn its hot. But that can't be an excuse, excuses don't shed weight. I want to drop this 10 pounds in 2 weeks, get back to where I was in May.
Ugh. I'm sorry I've let ya'll down, not that I really think anyone was looking up to me. This time will be different, cross my heart.
—A
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we all let go sometimes.
ReplyDeletebe strong x
I think you can do it if you really want it bad enough. dont give up! xxx